am I too fucked up to be loved

you always said that if there was ever another war you’d fight. i used to cry myself to sleep over that. but now, im praying you were being real, and hoping you’ll die ✌

Me: I won't let it bother me I won't let it bother me I won't let it bother me
Me: *lays down to sleep at night*
Me: It bothers me, actually it really fucking bothers me, so let's lay here and think and stress about it instead of sleeping